catching


in school there are two types of students. the smart ones who don't have to attend lessons but still score good grades and the ones who are book smart and memorise everything to get the grades.

a pity, but i think i was the latter specification. it's not a very good thing because i think,you'll tend to live your life this way too. i've learnt alot from the husband, him being the first type. which means, he does and says everything with his heart. his intuition and actions are straighfoward. it takes a little harder for me to really act upon my instincts.

or. maybe it's because i'm a wanderer/dreamer. when i started drawing all over bits of paper in the house when i was young, my mother brought me out and bought me a proper sketch book from the art supplies store. when i took the book home and opened the crisp clean pages, i didn't know where to make the first mark on the page. i thought, what should i draw? but there was no problem on scribbling on newspapers, the note pad next to the telephone for taking down numebers of those who called - pre-cell history. i think there's some lesson for myself in the story somewhat.



alexa chung, you walk well.

and i need to catch myself and locate my heart where it should be. there, it shouldn't be a 'should' - where it wants to be, i mean.

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meanwhile, where has the year gone?

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and, this saturday, we're going to a picnic. maybe i will finally wear my denim shorts cut from my old jeans.

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