it has been a long time since i've felt this way. it was kept real. maybe because it was new.

dropped by at ma's shop to help out and ended up getting a dye job - deep red/violet - which i love but which is subtle cos i've always gravitated towards darker shades. charmaine's birthday dinner at the glass house at fish and co. where it was nicely intimate, where ju and i had a fun time proudly showing off the cute present we got char. how plainly narrative this is. i'm really uninspired for poetic rambling type things. the heat is getting to me and i'm too edgy. anyhow, eva, ju and i headed off to alley bar where it was cosy and we spent about an hour and a half talking about aki and love and the likes. silently listening but the relief and realisation at knowing others felt the same way you did back then somewhere along the growing up years, is a comforting feeling. that's why talking is good, knowing is good. i'm glad for new/oldtonew girlfriends from the aki realm. i think i need it.