managed to run a little today. did a quick 4km today by the park. there are so many people running on a sunday evening. kickboxing tomorrow.

it's one of those rut periods. i feel absolute terror - this shouldn't be. how can designing be so hard? my younger sister admonished me - what irony. this shouldn't be. i always find it hard to be as simple as some people surprisingly can, simple in idea but complex in execution, and add in a dash of soul, a pint of dazzling graphics. i hope i can get there some time. this doubt should never be.