i'm sure someone has that extra ticket to a snow place they don't need.
after spending last december in beautiful canada, white christmas and all, i'm sure no christmas will ever feel the same again here in tropical singapore. only the christmas tracks on my 2046 soundtrack reflects that kind of feeling i felt when i was there in the land of snow and so i keep listening to it. i keep going to town to try and seek out that christmas vibe that will make me feel even remotely close to what i felt last year, no doubt it may be something commercial or untruths on some intellectual levels, but i feel things are always transient now and i'm always trying to find the same vibe of that one occassion.

so truly i am london-longing. which i get a pinch of in the dec issue of vogue the sweet trumpeter got for me at borders on saturday. not merely that i guess, canada-longing and new york-loning too. no i guess i should do something about it. desperate for tuition job/jobs. i'm sure there are some students in yishun needing some help in english and/or lit. will is the word of the week.