"[Love] is wonderful and pretty universal, too. Once it happens, you finally read the books and listen to the songs and go, 'Oh my God, I know what they're talking about now.'" - natalie portman

life in general, is so full of complexity.
now ain't that wonderful?
we rant and groan about this and that, but really,
who'd want to live emotionless, passionless, thoughtlessly?

not me.

so there, me, unless you keep reminding yourself of this, you'll keep losing the faith. the thing is, in all that we are pushing towards, striving towards, we are always trying to grasp the final point, the ultimate destination. so today, suddenly, after four cups of m&s green tea( it's a wonder also, how far one tea bag can go), i see, that i have to come to terms with life being a journey, that's a cliched term, so let me be more poetic about it. hmm, yes, there is never going to be that end point as long as you are a human being with the emotions and mental faculty that comes with the package. the only end point of stagnation is death.

ok, so after yesterday's moody but valid ramblings, this has to be the sudden spark that sets me a going for the rest of the semester. isn't it wonderful? that we can suddenly think this way and be inspired?

wow.