http://www.paramountclassics.com/virginsuicides/html_3/index.html
it may have been the surburbia of archie comics, not dreamy but nonetheless, and my exposure to media; our hdb surburbia is not so romantic. the virgin suicides is not massively brilliant, but it's one of those quiet, romanticising the human emotions and celebrating the seventies in a dreamy way, that type of film which adheres to my senses. ok, i guess it's the whole packaging, but who cares, they are successful and i like to indulge in this like.

i wish, i were seventeen again.

tearfully yours,

oversentimental and in need of a pause.

you know what i want now? me in a scarve over my head and aviator sunglasses, and a retro leather luggage travelling through europe and US now with MY CHOY or alone.

i'm also thinking, art school, art history.

sigh, so unfocused.

actually, what is making me so, like that?

maybe i know the answer, maybe i don't.