I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me . . .
Galatians 2:20

meekness and surrender in despondency. i am struggling very hard and it is dreadfully painful. what is this path that i have been led to walk..question not the why but the how and the who. time surges forward like a tidal wave upon my frail human heart and mind and i barely cling on to the rocks theading water. i know it can speak of ill discipline or indecision or just not being an excellent student, but for me it is a trial, and it bleeds of daily tears and pounding terror in the brain, till monday and i look foward to the uplifting. it shouldn't matter, and also it should.