so ee jie came home early to prepare for her dinner thing and says she needs her ice cream [kahlu latte she bought that day, was in the freezer] to destress and i said it's finished [cos the bro and other sis ate some yesterday] and i finished it up in a bout of stress attack in front of the tele in tears awhile away from the computer thinking perhaps in a spacy way that i am [infamously] good at that i'm on the edge of the cliff again and ee jie dramatically mocks the finished ice cream and out of nowhere i burst into tears in front of the computer and sobbed my heart out. this happens twice a year. i am no good at this stress handling thing - it eats me like a monster.

i mean it was several hours of weakness manifested so i hope that is enough for me to get a move on.