operation chin ee's bday surprise party was a success. birthday cupcakes from toast in casual colourful cafe with balloons and a small princess crown on her head. look of shock and polaroid pictures with loving scribbles in silver and black photo book. i love planning suprises for people. i love to shock them to happiness. and i love my chin ee da jie, my lorelei.

that took some time away from cad battle but it was worth it for ee jie as long as i progress the whole of tonight. the human psyche is a curious entity. we could sink into the depths and give up with our whole being, rejecting ourselves to the core, or battle it out with the hardest of determinations to emerge out victorious. i am not very confident at this moment with time lost due to unnecessary excessive napping. but i think i will try and psyche myself tonight to emerge a little more balanced in the morning. curiouser and curiouser. this experiment on myself. alice in wonderland, she walks into the mirror right this instant. let's see where i'll be in the morn.