ok ok ok ok. get into the groove into this cad bootcamp. prob if i equate this to running long distance or swimming 40 laps i'll be more consistent.

soon i can go topshop hunting and binge on tea and conversation and the entire series of the narnia chronicles which ee has. soon soon soon.

23:02 ohmygosh i know what lifts my spirits in an instant. listening to the 2046 OST and putting 'the christmas song' on repeat mode. christmas is coming and that makes me jubilant! now when i hear such nice jazzy christmas tunes i think of the happy white christmas in canada two years ago. oh the snow storm in quebec and watching the skating in nathan philips square in toronto and wynnie and john throwing snowballs at each other in montreal [they didn't throw at me though!], physical extensions of their theoratical arguments! haha... and taking the bus all by myself to caroline's house and looking at awe at her computer screen where she was typing out her very intelligent medieval literature essay and starbucks americano everywhere i went cos i was cold and even the creepy downstairs toilet in the pizza place in montreal.