a blur, a haze, and suddenly mingyao appears like he heard my unspoken wail and whisked me off to satisfy my palate. i love you with a seriousness, as whimsical as my blatant posts may be.

all is not lost. putting things back into perspective, it's just a project - i won't die nor will i allow myself to rain down judgment. so i just have to pick myself up again and work really really hard for nearing deadlines, and enjoy it while i am at it, and enjoyment comes with the pursuit of truth and hard work. be curious, and bold. as fresh as a new born babe.