do not aim for attempted erasure but prevention which is better than cure. i want it to rain as i am irked with the hotness of it all. it dries me up.

you know me best and you give me the best advice. you pull me up of my longtimeshouldbegone whines and you teach me to look to the future and to embrace what i have and what i will have. that's why you're my medicine, dearest trumpeter and i cannot wait for our date. i want a huge dose of you!

dinner with carol and serene. so sweet friends they are. serene arrived with godiva truffles for us all. a short albeit much-needed meeting. the next one will be physical as we mentioned. with different friends you're connected to different parts of your history and i think that is a beautiful thing. beautiful things!

"And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt."- s. plath

to what extent do you dare live life?