and i am so not satisfied. i never get to the stage i want to. immense thanks to those who helped out in big and small ways, really couldn't have imagined the devastating consequences should i have not had the extra help. i still want to do basswood. lovely the man - he went all the way basswood-hunting and bending over cutting bristol board squares for me. thanks hui for the strips you cut.

decency. my eyes are falling out of my head - dire lack of sleep tranlates to a very 'seh' woman. power nap then power run.

itching very much to make a beautiful basswood model. char's white and lime green model's so pretty.

perhaps now my friends. here's to the beautiful days ahead of actual realisations of movie marathons, running sessions, and for this week, reading my nochlin readings [ why are there no great women artists] and other likes, brain food. and a very nervous wednesday to come. i mean i do love design but i dread deadlines - they make my skin curl and my head go absolutely topsy-turvy. shudders.

i thought i could catch 'stage beauty' after submissions but they've ended the run. i hate channel five for stopping 'gilmore girls'. it's kinda nice they are bringing in 'smallville' and 'the oc', but it doesn't make up for 'gilmore girls'.