i didn't get to see you today, and i was truly the worse for it. sense of disconnection and a strong desire to do some roundhouse kicks and rigorous punches. but nil to all, i was docile and tame. i had a scoop of tiramisu gelato. i also read an old issue of VOGUE; tom ford was an architecture student. and a sudden realisation that i do love the sun after all albeit in a different way from how i love the darkness.

took cousin to watch jamX at youth park and bumped into several friends. last year's winners were really good. not much time for such fancies in the near future though.

i will surely swim tomorrow? gotta tunnel deep and think about my seven apertures in all originality and hardwork.