today we had fun. many flashes of light in the studio. we have secret talents. my brother always makes a huge jug of ribena and puts it in the fridge. i'm stealing a glass now. douglas coupland - i think if you are like me, and you feel your flesh more in the past and/or future than the present, which you live in a surreal manner, which is ironic in itself, then you will know all that he is meaning to say and appreciate his succint perspectives. this year, we have replaced the christmas tree with a christmas bouganvilla. matt christmas balls in silver tones hanging on its fragile branches outside the flat gate. that's how you will identify my home this season.