'tis my current desk top. have you heard the song? Yumeji's dream. sweet and addictive sorrow. i have it on repeat ten times on my playlist. i'm now basking in the mellow-ness, in make pretend meloncholia. it's a mellow soundtracks tune aftenoon. bangbang goes nancy sinatra and estelle from great expectations she weeps from those piano keys, and amelie. ah, sigh. amelie. we are so happy being sad. we shall have a very movie holiday. i will just drench myself in make-pretend. waste not the time. this little drama of drawing has to end, complete and whole.