so if we were somewhere else we'd be needing to don gloves or nice fashionable scarves now. it'd be nice, to have an autumn. i like my sun here and all but it'd be nice to have an autumn. that obvious transition that jolts us out of complacency. school begins tomorrow. i am so not used to it, so not prepared for it. it is exciting definately but i just so love nuah-ing and putting my brains on 'away' mode. i have a lot of plays though, in my head, waiting to be materialised into personal movies but i'm constantly too engrossed with watching other peoples' shows, i'm distracted from charting out my own beautiful path. one thing i'm glad is i'm less nonsensically depressed than before. i realise that comes with pushing myself out of my comfort zone, forcing myself to go seek happiness that comes with understanding and inspiration. so for now, to get out of my holiday mind rut, i'll just have to soak in that aki atmosphere and get on with the hard work i always attempted in mind but not in action.

goodbye, my precious holidays. see you in decemeber.