one day i will do it.

i feel the surges beneath the surface, bubbling at the top, nearly surfacing but not yet.

that said, maybe in some areas, we must never be contented. or rather, it's not in our choice to be contented. desire is good. night is here. where am i? i need to be there and there and there. what for? feed my soul i suppose. one must take action.

soul fainting.