the book i'm reading is bill bryson's 'made in america'.

it's a very exciting evening. tame, fading, amber, but exciting in a subdued manner. like i'm excited for night to come, simply for the fact that i appreciate nightness.

i wish somebody else would have a housewarming dinner/party. i want to buy them pretty and wonderlandish artificial flowers.

a list of things to do before i reach thirty:

1 >>learn to ride a horse and actually gallop through meadows
2 >>sell a painting
3 >>visit new york in autumn
4 >>visit europe in the summer
5 >>windsurf
7 >>own one marc jacobs dress
9 >>run a marathon
10 >>visit the summer palace in beijing

of course, there is more, now is just a list i am making up on an exciting amber evening.

also.

ten films i want to watch during the dec holidays:

++ Schindler's List
++ A Clockwork Orange
++ Vertigo
++ An American in Paris
++ Before Sunrise
++ North by Northwest
++ In the Mood for Love
++ Chunking Express
++ Fallen Angels
++ American Graffiti