are some people just naturally academia queens? or does it come with growing up?

i'm just not one of them, academia queens. so ok i love reading things on every topic, political, social, psychological. but i suspect i'm not skeptical enough to be a true academic. or maybe, it doesn't have to do with skepticism, just a healthy inbuilt radar of questioning opinions, which i just lack, or am not very quick at using if i do possess it. so everything i ask just seems superficial, one thus should not just hunger for academia, one just is. and i am not.

oh well i guess i'll just go vogue/taitai gibberishing with sharon, my semi academia for my dose of semi academia half pretense.