yesterday siew jie left singapore for france. she'll be going solo from france to scotland then down to nottingham to stay with ee jie and to london to stay with my cousin. this is so cool. i also want. and when she returns, my thailand cousins will be coming to stay at my place for about one to two weeks and i can take them around. by then we'd have gotten the new car. and siew jie will be back. then i will start working to save money to visit ee jie before she returns in june. i miss her. she feels as far away as an abstract idea or news i read on cnn.com and bbc.com, kind of distant and storylike.

i miss my family.

i am so hungry. it is 4:16am and i want to eat fish soup from that place near bugis.

i am rushed for time.

God grant me the discipline please and the energy.

downed one bottle of chicken essence.