it didnt' storm tonight, no, the shiny dewy yellow sky led me on.

one shouldnt' think too much yet it's funny what people can think about. suddenly in a warm moment i wander about all the people i've never known and will never know in my life and i feel a great loss. yes i love people, i'm fascinated by the whole concept, the whole notion of what it is to be a homo sapien.

i'm greedy, i want everything, every experience, every life. suddenly i'm reminded of the talented mr. ripley... dicky in that british accent.

film fest. will prob catch about five or six films. have save money for trip.

itching to take pictures. itching to throw somebody a party. itching to run. itching for a lychee martini. itching for a starbucks green tea fruppachino. itching to sail. itching to socialise, yes, talk to strangers and seep into their lives.

it's a weird time. i feel like there are psychedelic swirls swimming around my head and i'm watching myself dance from a distance a hundred feet high up ariel view. i'm happy and sad at the same time. trippy again. this time of night. i'm high on cool sounds, a sleepy head and the thrill and scare of escaping from doing work.

ok, back i go. i love my friends, all of them, if you are one of them, feel loved and cherished by me. ah, i'm feeling a retro moment. all u need is lurrrrrve!