i want to be a chocolate-loving bohemian roaming the earth and stamping it with marks of me. riding a vanilla cream vespa, my life an award-winning soundtrack, and everyone weeping for me cos my life seemed so tragic and happy. i want to take the road less travelled but strewn with bars playing daze-inducing sounds and serving an endless supply of lychee martinis. i will go japan to dabble with ceramics and printmaking then amake money selling my gorgeous prints to marc jacobs who will make preppy girlish clothes for me and only me to wear. i have pretty ambitions. i only don't want to be common.

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actually, for now, i only want to go to nottingham to visit my da jie. i miss her.