working within the patience trial.

In preparing for bible study, James 5 about patience, on how you must learn to have patience when you cannot control your circumstances (like the farmer and the weather he is at the mercy of), like the old testament prophets (and the people they preach to that refuse to change, how they don't see the fruits of their ministry) and job (how he lost everything, didn't blame God and was blessed in the end).

because, if you can't control the circumstance you might as well, you must in the meanwhile, do your best in there and see how you can glorify God. to see how you must let go and let God. to see how you have to have a long term goal of the blessings and authority of the Lord.

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so in this cloud that i set upon myself i have to learn to peek above the surface, and live in the joy of the Lord in things big and small, always asking myself what can i do to better the circumstances that i am in.

nothing can compare to deserving your dream - jem, it's amazing

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