this is crazy. i'm so unreliable, i don't even trust myself. i dont like myself like that. keep trying.

today was one of those slower days where we could just laze in town and do mundane things together. we had lunch at hoshigaoka the jap restaurant in shaw which serves good value japanese meals and we trekked around town on errands; he bought his dictionary and gift for a friend and i showed him my wedding shoe options. and we sat outside the movie poster area next to the entrance of the supermarket drinking a jolly shandy lychee and having a jap snack each from the very good sun moulin - he had a cream puff and i had a red bean pancake and we thought about japan - i think we're definately going back there again in the future. there's so much aboug japan that puts the zing in us.

things are moving on. these few months before the wedding i have to be focused and smart about my time management. lots to be done at work. if i want to do it at all, i should just do my best, if not no point doing - somebody quoted something like that. i think if i work about getting my bad daily habits amended i can work something out proper.

Action is eloquence. ~William Shakespeare

Well done is better than well said. ~Benjamin Franklin

this week was quite exhausting; had to keep plodding on despite being unsure, mentally and physically frustrated, worried and trying to be wise about everything; but the week ending today was good. so this week it's recoup week. the negative energy was so overwhelming and i was semi-conscious about it so i was trying not to let it envelope me despite this being one of my bad habits. mom is good - mom reminded me to take things positively - this is very important to your spiritual and mental health. i love mom.