this week was quite exhausting; had to keep plodding on despite being unsure, mentally and physically frustrated, worried and trying to be wise about everything; but the week ending today was good. so this week it's recoup week. the negative energy was so overwhelming and i was semi-conscious about it so i was trying not to let it envelope me despite this being one of my bad habits. mom is good - mom reminded me to take things positively - this is very important to your spiritual and mental health. i love mom.