why do some people want to call themselves followers of one religion but refuse to believe some facts of what that religion believe in and then twist it and make fun of that religion because it doesn't preach certain things they want it to? it's quite stupid i think. then they twist it to make it their own brand of new age-y religion and make fun of the orthodox.

also another irritating thing, i think it's ridiculous when people declare themselves 'bitches' and like, are so proud to be so-called rebelious and 'bitchy'. number one >> it is not at all a glam thing to be a true bitch so called, if there is such a thing. number two >> these people are too hard up on trying to label themselves because they are not confident of who they are and have to scream it to the world. they are trying too hard not not to appear boring.

and well it is a hot afternoon. i had lunch with my sister and my mother and i was rather irritable and that made me more irritable cos i dont' like to be irritable with people when i am irritable cos that makes me regret being irritable and i feel like i'm mean. ok i'm irritable so i'm giving myself the license to be petty. i hate it when people don't spell properly and spell 'cutely' when they can spell properly.

so again, i give myself a while in my cool room to zap and neutralise myself, repent and be humble meek and surrender all.

so that i can be filled with resolve and be a sincere good student and climb up from the very irritable valley of lackerdaisical unresolve which is truly a shameful thing.