this education equates to having apt mentors to push you in the right direction to gain and renew that rigor that i need every single week, to speak about the things that will push me to gain that apt maturity and alot of discipline, coupled with unbridled freedom to create and see things in all types of perspective. creativity is not without discipline. discipline is crucial, so is being smart and not grinding into your head deeper and deeper into despair from fear and cowardice. it is about being bold enough to let the world see through you, tear you down, judge you in all aspects, and still above it all, to mantain optimism and excitment as of a child. it is above more important to be influenced by people optimistic about people and not let the pessimists tear you down; i think i am always worried about the wrong things. i fear to draw cos i fear to commit cos i fear that it is 'not right'. let me thus get back my day-and-night-lego-passion in architecture. nothing can tear me down. let me enjoy playing my lego without fear. i always wanted my lego men to have fun in my lego houses, so let me embrace an unrestrained manifesto of love! of passion! of freedom!