gilmore girls changed my life. it's a terrible addiction.it makes me yearn it makes me want to dance around in gutteral happiness, it makes me me smile wispy smiles, it makes me love to live. it's my will to live! oh sigh sigh. sunday night and i'm feeling restless. i need a good long run. weekend with the family was good although i did not do any work, i don't know why i'm so exhausted. sometimes i feel i have to be more intellectual that i want to be more intellectual that i want to know everything in the world, oh where do i find the time to consume everything in this wide wild marvellous world? it's the night. it's a night i feel like going out to have fun and doing something outrageous, making a decision i'll never make when i'm sane. it's a nuance filled evening. the tensed moment just before the bomb drops, the pregnant pause you just manifest in silence, or rather, cool sounds into the night.