and they say, the grass is always greener on the other side.

i miss the snow in canada, the chilly huddling weather, the romatic (not lovey duvy but dreamlike) atmosphere of a holiday, seeing new things and all.

i'd like another winter holiday please. i'd like to live abroad through all the seasons and experiences.

i've been back barely two months and i long to go abroad again. sigh.

what is it? what is the most terrible thing to happen. it's to let fear overshadow confidence and enthusiasm and passion so as not to go out there and put in your utmost effort to lead a full life. i say, (to myself) to take on anything that makes me fear. and that for now, is design. so, i shall, not just be inspired to churn out ideas, but conquer fear, and put in hard work, to become better than i think myself to be.