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City of gods is a very good show. tragedy and emotional detachment, art and beauty.

i caught gilmore girls tomorrow. i decided i used to be kind of an 'innocent until proven guilty' person but i've kind of morphed into a 'guilty until proven innocent' person. translates into i think i can't do stuff until i'm reassured by something or somebody. this can't go on. sidetrack - MY bought this really nice bag for me from san fran and i'm carrying it everyday! it does make me happy.

today he called me and i was crossing the road and so happy that i didn't realise that it was red light and a car had to stop for me and i ran back onto the kerb. oh yeah MY called me from San Fran and i could hear the fourth of july fireworks in the back ground. it's so nice to hear from him and i couldn't stop grinning. yes, the voice of my love.

i met brenda for tea and we went to olio dome. midway a waiter dropped a tray of glasses and there was this incredible crashing shattering sound and olio was actually super noisy but suddenly when that crash came there was this utterly deafening ten second silence throughout the whole big restaurant. i had a very delicious irish cream latte coffee and a mushroom and chicken tart. it was simply nice having a nice coffee talking to an old friend.

800 cheries is playing romantico on the radio now. it's a sweet sweet sound.

i do miss that love of mine who is so faraway albeit it's only for two weeks i feel he's been gone for a pretty long time. it's kind of romantic having a lover faraway for some time. 'my boyfriend is away in san francisco' sounds romantic and pretty. haha. got a lotta dates next week, meeting up old friends.till fri when i await the return of my lover.

i love my bf alot. i really do. he takes care of me so well. he showers me with so much love i feel like i have no need for anymore than this. he makes me feel thoroughly secure and he makes me feel like i'm the most important person in his life and that i'm precious. Feeling precious to someone is a very good feeling. he makes me want to be vulnerable.
he makes me feel confident and for all the insecurities i have he names another one of my good points. he's the perfect gentleman.

oh, and he's cute too.

i dont' know why i find it hard to say the three words though i feel it. i guess i'm an inhibited person and i express my affections more subtlely. but that's me. i really love my bf.